October 21st 2005 was the beginning of my first and worst relationship I have ever been in….
It has been 8 years and the only good thing I got from that relationship was my 5 year old daughter..
I’m in a new relationship ( well, not really new…it’ll be 4 years in March) and I feel that the demons that tortured me then is beginning to torture me now….
Doing research for my relationship to be happy again and trust again hurts….
But what can I do?