Part one was the horrible phase in my life. . .
I am still trying to build myself up from it but. . .
And it is damaging my current relationship now. . .
Things I’ve found out about me:
- I’m insecure
- I’m scared to say what I want and need
- I always put others before me and myself suffers horribly from it
- I am really jealous and over bearing and protective of people I love (This one really gets me in trouble!)
- I can be vindictive, conniving, manipulative, and malicious if I need to be ( this is one side of Danielle no one should nor need to see or experience)
I just want happiness. I want to feel like I matter. I don’t want to feel like I am competing all the time. I want a relationship that I can enjoy. Because at this point (between my first and my current relationship), I was done with relationships. I was done with men. I was done with people.
Part 2 soon 🙂